Mis`af*fec"tion\

Of course I pick 2am to do this.

Ground Rules: Name your Top 20 List Of Lust, in no particular order. Your neighbor or grade school teacher doesn't count. The list can be male, female or mixed. They can be real life celebrities or characters in a movie or TV show. For example, you might want to gag Mariska Hargitay, while still lusting after Butchy McFabulous Olivia Benson. Tag 5 people on your flist to do this meme.Like I can be arsed.

1: David Hewlett. (Shut. Up.)
2: Laura. Ahem *shrugs*
3: Oh screw it. Chris (or Nine and a banana *sniggers*)
4: Jack. Harkness or O'Neill or Sparrow.
5: Johnny Depp while I'm kind of on the subject. (I'll wait while he goes round *smirks*)
6: Sam.
7: And while I'm girl-crushing, Rose.
8: Nyles! Bwhahaha! Ahem. What?
9: Urrrrrrmmmmmm. Tim Curry (in tights)
10: Rodney. (Yes groovekittie I know what I just said. I lie.)


And that's your lot ladies and gentlemen. Bar closed. Yes I cheat and I don't care. S'my list innit? Heck I got past one, be happy. And no, I'm not explaining #8. If you don't know, tough. (Use your brains, it's not particularly hard to figure out.)

I'm still bewildered. I still can't quite believe JB's out. I kept waking up and thinking I'd dreamt it.

I told the kids this morning. They weren't as sad as I thought they'd be, because I seriously expected tears, especially from Melissa. They wanted to know why though, and I had nothing to tell them.

The weirdness of the night hasn't prevented the muses from bugging me though. I haven't got a clue what's going on with them but I'm beginning to wish they'd shut up or just at least calm it a little. Laura has parked herself in the darkest region of my head and refuses to budge.

This may or may not be a good thing depending on your point of view. Let's just say when Rose did that, Potassium was the result. I'm not sure I've reached that depth yet. I don't know. Self Taught is pretty dirty. Inevitable isn't, but I never intended to write smut, it just went that way.

I worry about my sanity, I really do. This cannot be good.

And there's another season.

Pairing: Rodney/Laura
Rating: M / Adult to be safe.
Word Count: 1326

For mmmchelle's neck!porn challenge

( She shouldn't be here. )

*pokes bank*

Pay for my domain already. I don't want the payment to go out Monday, I want it to go out now. Actually first thing this morning would have been good.

*sigh*

I shall endeavor to be patient. Well I don't have much choice actually, but I really wanted to spend the weekend putting the site together. Can't. Have to wait.

Shall write fic then *huffs*

K this is no longer fun - I hand in my resignation from being female.

*grumbles*

See me crashing on the sofa with a blankie. It hurts to sit. It also hurts to lie down, but slightly less. I'd currently remove limbs for a hot water bottle.

And I'd be happier if I could find my notebook so I could at least write fic.