Suspicion, come alive
14 Jun 2005 12:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
misaffectionApparently the Doctor Who Confidential showing on Saturday beforehand will "contain some surprises".
Like Chris isn't leaving and it's all been one big wind-up? That's what I want to hear. But I know, in my soul that it won't.
I'm counting down the days, as desperate as that sounds. It's just so surreal. The sensible part of my brain is shouting "It's a tv show!". My heart is numb.
Don't give me "It's only a Regeneration". It's not. Not to me. The fact it's sci fi, the fact it's Doctor Who, the fact it's written by Russell T Davies and is bloody brilliant - they mean nothing.
Nothing.
Because there is one reason and one reason only I watch Doctor Who.
And I don't care how melodramatic that sounds.
Like Chris isn't leaving and it's all been one big wind-up? That's what I want to hear. But I know, in my soul that it won't.
I'm counting down the days, as desperate as that sounds. It's just so surreal. The sensible part of my brain is shouting "It's a tv show!". My heart is numb.
Don't give me "It's only a Regeneration". It's not. Not to me. The fact it's sci fi, the fact it's Doctor Who, the fact it's written by Russell T Davies and is bloody brilliant - they mean nothing.
Nothing.
Because there is one reason and one reason only I watch Doctor Who.
And I don't care how melodramatic that sounds.
