Life. Don't talk to me about life
26 Dec 2005 09:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Could whtever higher power out there please give me a fucking break?
I only wanted one thing for Christmas and it wasn't big or grand or expensive. But because of our shitty car I couldn't get it. (I'll leave out the fact we could probably have borrowed someone's car because all the sodding money was going on the car as well.)
Last night I decided to have a look at Argos, Currys and so on, to see if their sales might possibly include keyboards. They do but... I don't really want an all-dancing, all-singing thing with more buttons than keys. I don't want or need it to impersonate every instrument known to man and then some, or to play CDs or to save my playing onto a CD Rom. And I don't want to spend £100+ on something like that either.
So I went onto Loot and found the most beautiful upright piano. I mean a PIANO. A proper one. It's lovely. Look. And it's affordable and we could get it here no problem cos we could hire a trailer. So I went to bed all happy, planning on emailing the shop today to see if it's still there.
However. However.
In bed it dawned on me I can't get it. Because of this shitty house and it's shitty porch, we wouldn;t be able to get it IN. So I'm sad and pissed off and fed up and why the fuck does nothing go right for me right now?
It's not sodding fair.
I only wanted one thing for Christmas and it wasn't big or grand or expensive. But because of our shitty car I couldn't get it. (I'll leave out the fact we could probably have borrowed someone's car because all the sodding money was going on the car as well.)
Last night I decided to have a look at Argos, Currys and so on, to see if their sales might possibly include keyboards. They do but... I don't really want an all-dancing, all-singing thing with more buttons than keys. I don't want or need it to impersonate every instrument known to man and then some, or to play CDs or to save my playing onto a CD Rom. And I don't want to spend £100+ on something like that either.
So I went onto Loot and found the most beautiful upright piano. I mean a PIANO. A proper one. It's lovely. Look. And it's affordable and we could get it here no problem cos we could hire a trailer. So I went to bed all happy, planning on emailing the shop today to see if it's still there.
However. However.
In bed it dawned on me I can't get it. Because of this shitty house and it's shitty porch, we wouldn;t be able to get it IN. So I'm sad and pissed off and fed up and why the fuck does nothing go right for me right now?
It's not sodding fair.