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5 Feb 2006 02:40 pmI'm still bewildered. I still can't quite believe JB's out. I kept waking up and thinking I'd dreamt it.
I told the kids this morning. They weren't as sad as I thought they'd be, because I seriously expected tears, especially from Melissa. They wanted to know why though, and I had nothing to tell them.
The weirdness of the night hasn't prevented the muses from bugging me though. I haven't got a clue what's going on with them but I'm beginning to wish they'd shut up or just at least calm it a little. Laura has parked herself in the darkest region of my head and refuses to budge.
This may or may not be a good thing depending on your point of view. Let's just say when Rose did that, Potassium was the result. I'm not sure I've reached that depth yet. I don't know. Self Taught is pretty dirty. Inevitable isn't, but I never intended to write smut, it just went that way.
I worry about my sanity, I really do. This cannot be good.
And there's another season.
I told the kids this morning. They weren't as sad as I thought they'd be, because I seriously expected tears, especially from Melissa. They wanted to know why though, and I had nothing to tell them.
The weirdness of the night hasn't prevented the muses from bugging me though. I haven't got a clue what's going on with them but I'm beginning to wish they'd shut up or just at least calm it a little. Laura has parked herself in the darkest region of my head and refuses to budge.
This may or may not be a good thing depending on your point of view. Let's just say when Rose did that, Potassium was the result. I'm not sure I've reached that depth yet. I don't know. Self Taught is pretty dirty. Inevitable isn't, but I never intended to write smut, it just went that way.
I worry about my sanity, I really do. This cannot be good.
And there's another season.
